Letters to my lover part 4

Kiss me after having sex with me

Hold my hand and curl your fingers inside mine

Pull my body closer to yours and let my head rest on your chest

And we don't have to talk,

You don't have to say anything...

All I want is to exist - right here next to you

Hear you breathe,

Hear your heart beat,

It's all I need

I want you to play with my hair

Take a strand and roll it around your finger

And afterwards lean in and kiss me on my forehead

I want you to see me the same way I see you

I want to be yours just as much as I want you to be mine

See parts of you that no one else has

Have access to you like no one else does

Be your person...

I want to be your one and only person

So hold me...

Hold me like I'm the only person who matters in this world

Hold me like you want to keep me - like you want to make every moment last a little bit more longer

Hold me like you're not afraid...

Afraid that I won't hold you back the same way you do

You see the thing is...I want the part that comes after the climax

I want the after sex intimacy

I want to experience the sense of trust,

Experience vulnerability,

I want to feel the intention of two human beings choosing each other

Finding a home in each others arms

Two human beings choosing to give each other love...

And only love